free web site hit counter amberspace
Amberspace: Information resources for transsexual (TS) and transgendered (TG) persons. Follow the journey of Amber, a post-transition MTF TS.
Please use a browser which supports style sheets or make sure that JavaScript is enabled. Perhaps upgrade to the latest Internet Explorer, Netscape, or Mozilla?
amberspace "Been there. Been that." Last updated on 2006.08.10.
home · updates · writings: blogger ramblings · experiences: timeline thinking deep going out coming out procedures ffs srs meds voice legal stuff tips/advice · resources: links glossary · about: transsexuality me (faq) amberspace · contact

experiences

Sometimes it helps to walk in the footsteps of another even though nothing substitutes for your own experience. Here I'm trying to tell you exactly how it is, no sugar added. This can be one of the most rewarding things for you but it also carries a great deal of uncertainty. Is risking your current livlihood and your life really worth it?

Timeline A structured approach to transition.
Thinking deep Trying to figure out what you really want.
Going out Venturing out into the world.
Coming out Telling people.
Procedures Surgery, electrolysis, and other body-mod stuff.
SRS SRS special secion.
Meds About the drugs.
Voice Voice tips and training.
Legal stuff Routes taken to navigate the legal system.
Tips/Advice Don't you wish someone had told you ... ?


The Dream

How strange it is to be a prisoner of the flesh
Like a uniform you can't retire
Invisible shackles that no one else can detect
Even the air that fills your lungs somehow tainted
All by the want, the dream, the need

But there is an escape if the will is present
A treacherous path wrought with
   electric storms,
   witches brew,
   and knives carving deep
Sometimes we're shrouded in the fog
Removing all sense of distance and the warmth of others
And yet we press onward in faith
All for the want, the dream, the need

The fog eventually begins to lift
The shackles, one by one, removed
And the prison sloughed off
Your senses no longer hampered
You breathe deep and for once feel life entering your body
Nothing has changed and yet everything has changed
All because of the want, the dream, the need

A new wind and window of opportunity await
Finally the want and the need have been sated
Yet the dream remains
It smiles back and beckons with beguiling eyes
May you rise to meet its open hand
And may you ride your ambitions far
All while living the dream

2004.02.18




Click to subscribe to this XML feed
Technorati     Vote for this site at Freedom Forum
        Open Directory Project at dmoz.org     Globe of Blogs

Copyright © 2003-2006 Amber C. Hosted by Sianna. Powered by Amp. Boring site disclaimer.