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procedures

The whole issue of body modification is both complex and relatively dangerous. You can minimize your risk by doing your research, finding doctors or other care professionals that you get along with, and being diligent about your aftercare. Still, things can and will go awry. Should you choose to embark on modification try to be realistic about your expected outcome and understand the levels of risk associated with each procedure. Also be wary of your motivations.




Sperm banking

Sperm banking (a.k.a. semen cryopreservation, cryobanking) is something I highly recommend that you look into if you plan to start hormone treatments and one day have children from your genetic material. It does cost a bit but the benefits are long-term. The costs are approximate and will probably vary for the bank you choose and what your abilities are.
quick assesment
pros: Gives opportunity for a baby later.
cons: Expensive. Not foolproof.
risks: None.
costs: $2,000 - $10,000.
Remember: banking preserves your option to have children; once you're infertile you no longer have that option. (For FTMs, I don't know if egg preservation is possible or even cost effective.) Keep in mind that stored sperm does have a shelf life of maybe 7 or so years even though it's frozen.
      So what goes on exactly? First, you find a cryobank, make an appointment, and you go down to their clinic where you get bombarded with paperwork. They'll take a bit of a blood sample for testing (to confirm you don't have any transmittable disesases and whatnot) as well as to record other factors. When you begin doing deposits you'll sign in and be pointed to your own private room where you can do your magic into a small specimen cup. If you don't like the magazines or other stuff they have there you might want to bring your own. And some warm socks if they have cold floors. When you're done you'll give the sample to them and the staff will process the contents.
      The first visit is potentially more expensive because of the lab work and processing. Subsequent visits may include the first year of storage fees. You might want to negotiate long-term storage fees for your entire collection---it can save your money! When you withdraw your samples there are other fees and if you rent their ice transport carriers there are fees for that too. One consideration when choosing a bank is to be sure that it looks to have longevity. I call my bank about once every year to make sure it's still in good operation.

My experience yielded:
item cost / qty
Approximate costs for first year $2,300
Yearly maintenance costs $900
Number of sessions 12
Approximate quantity stored 360.5 million
Approximate quantity desired 400.0 million
Your results will vary. I probably have low sperm count. One friend went like 4 sessions and she banked well over 800 million. Go figure.




Electrolysis

Electrolysis is the only proven method for permanent hair removal today. It has its roots (pun intended) dating back to the late 1800s when opthamologist Dr. Charles Michel was looking for a way to remove ingrown eyelashes. Thankfully today we use an array of machinery and the skill of trained operators to get rid of the beard, the monobrow, and much more. Even though technology has advanced to the point where laser technology is producing decent results, there still is quite a bit of pain involved. It may be an ordeal but it is a survivable one---don't take shortcuts.
quick assesment
pros: Permanent hair removal.
cons: Expensive. Not all operators are equal.
risks: Permanent skin damage.
costs: $5,000 - $40,000.
      Killing hair means killing the hair follicle at the very base of the hair shaft. Simply pulling hair out or using chemicals to slow the growth of hair is not permanent. The most reliable method of electrolysis is using a needle-like probe---which has been in use for over 100 years. A small amount of electrical current is sent down the probe in a certain way to produce one of three effects:

There are merits and drawbacks to all the above and people with different hair types may find various methods more effective. The main thing you want to avoid is permanent skin damage. Your skin is extremely soft (and gets softer after being on HRT!) and can't take a lot of beating. A common sign of skin damage is scabbing.
      Pain can be mitigated by having the operator adjust the amount of power being used. Local anesthetics may also be applied by injection (e.g. lidocaine) or topically (e.g. tetracaine, EMLA, DOTC Blue). Especially with topicals you need to allow enough time for the medicine to work its way through your skin. Being relaxed and well-rested really helps as well. When I'm being operated on I try to zone out or count numbers.
      After treatment the areas of skin are typically very sensitive and sometimes swollen. Aloe vera, vitamin K creams, and vitamin E oils seem to help a little. Swelling usually goes down after a few hours to a couple of days. Be sure not to rub the affected areas and always wear sunscreen.
      Electrolysis operators should have a current license from the board of cosmetology. The work area should be clean, sometimes paper (like from the doctor's office) covers the bed you lay on. Each needle should be new, never reused. Tweezers should always be sterilzed. Basically, a clean operation is what you're looking for.
      Getting rid of all of your facial hair takes an amazingly long time usually on the order about about 1-2 years. Your results will vary. (I've had friends have less than 60 hours; one friend is over 500 and counting.) Plan well ahead if you think you're going full-time!!! Oh, and if you have SRS and your doctor recommends getting your genitals regions cleared of hair remember that will run about 20-40 hours as well. Working on your face doing 4 hours a week is a lot of stress on your body. When you do genital electryolsis most people get real doped up on anesthetics and and do 5+ hour sessions. Remember: your body needs healing time. Don't think that you can do 200 hours in 4 weeks.
      Costs are quite expensive and may even be more than SRS or FFS! Consider that hourly rates are $60+ and anesthetics cost maybe $40 a small container/tube. Multiplied by the number of hours you require you are probably looking at $10,000 to $30,000---in 2004 figures. You can cut your costs by negotiating package deals with your operator or by going to electrolysis schools. Beware, electrolysis schools are typically doing thermolysis with inexperienced students. Your chances of skin damage are higher.

My experience was that I had a moderate amount of hair and to get rid of most of my facial hair:
item cost / qty
Approximate total $11,250
Number of hours 175.00
Number of sessions 101
I've also been tracking the stats for genital electrolysis and while it takes less time to clear it is in some ways much more gruelling.
item cost / qty
Approximate total $1,400
Number of hours 16.00
Number of sessions 4
Your results will almost certainly vary. But keep this in mind: the amount of hair is finite.




Facial surgery

quick assesment
pros: Gives you a better chance at passing.
cons: Expensive. All sorts of complications. Results often not as good as expected.
risks: Scarring. Disfiguration. Rejection of implants. Death.
costs: $10,000 - $50,000.
Facial feminization surgery (FFS) is usually the most expensive procedure because it is a difficult balance of sculpting bone and tissue into a new form while maintaining structural integrity. People generally spend upwards of about $25,000 for their work which include nose jobs, chin impants, jaw shaving, forehead contouring, and hairline advancements. This is no small task and one has to wonder if it's worth all the pain and risk.
      For many the answer is "yes". Your face is probably the most gender-identifying thing about you along with your voice. While FTMs on testosterone rapidly become undetectable as their beards grow and voices deepen, the same is not true with MTFs. Years of testosterone damage are irreversible and so surgery is often the only viable solution. So, FFS gives you a chance at passing.
      There are a myriad of doctors out there willing to do almost anything for you for a price. Ask to see the doctor's credentials and their portfolio. Check message boards and see what real patients have to say. Do not believe that you have to have everything done the doctor suggests---voice and hair take you a long long way, and they're free! Be comfortable with your doctor's bedside manner.
      FFS is an art at best and your results will likely vary. Don't expect to look like a supermodel and don't expect quick results. What you can usually expect is that the surgery will make your face more feminine such that you have a much better chance at passing. And if that's worth it to you then go for it.

If you would like to read my personal experiences with FFS (tracheal shave, mandibular contouring) please visit the FFS Special Section.




Voice surgery

quick assesment
pros: Raises the base pitch (fundamental frequency) of your voice to be closer to the female range.
cons: Expensive, experimental, mostly non-reversible, inconsistent results, and quality typically degrades over time.
risks: Scarring. Loss of pitch and voice quality over time. Permanent loss of voice.
costs: ??? - ???
MTFs usually want to increase the passability of their voices; FTMs automatically get lower male-sounding voices after extended periods of HRT. Voice surgery is a relatively risky procedure and few people I know have had any sort of a decent result from it. Male vocal folds are inherently thicker than female vocal folds. There are several techniques available to try to raise the pitch of your voice but they can be boiled down to tightening the vocal chords/folds. Popular methods include:
Instead of surgery individuals should consider one of many non-surgical voice training techniques which may be able to yield a passable female voice. I personally will never consider vocal surgery.




Genital surgery

Sex Reassignment Surgery (SRS) or Gender Reassignment Surgery (GRS) for the MTF typically involves construction of the labia, clitoris, and vaginal cavity from the existing genitals of the patient. Rather than "cutting it off" think of it more like flipping a sock inside out. While surgeons vary in their technique there are similarities with the current methods.
quick assesment
pros: Creates a realistic (and mostly-functional) vagina, clitoris, and labia. Cosmetic results are pretty good these days.
cons: Expensive, not a regulated procedure, usually not covered by health insurance, lifelong maintenance, and cosmetic appearance/performance degredation.
risks: Scarring, bleeding, infection, loss of feeling, permanent dryness, permanent wetness, tissue necrosis, death.
costs: $12,000 - $30,000
      This surgery generally requires letters of recommendation from two therapists, psychologists, or psychiatrists. This is not meant to make you jump through hoops but to make sure you realistically understand the gravity of having a sex change. I strongly recommend reading Lynn Conway's A Warning for Those Considering MtF SRS. Be honest, be informed, be committed to the lifetime of maintenance and the social implications of having SRS. Now, back to the procedure itself.
      In preparation for penile inversion surgery the patient may be requested to have electrolysis performed on penis, scrotum, and general area surrounding both. (This is to prevent hair growth inside the vaginal cavity.) This electrolysis should complete weeks ahead of time. As well, the patient needs to be completely off hormones for about 1 month and abstain from taking certain other medication, herbs, dietary supplements, vitamins, and certain drugs (including aspirin). Sometimes the patient donates a couple units of their own blood.
      At the time of the actual surgery the patient is placed under general anesthesia. Incisions are made to remove the erectile tissue of the penis and the testes---these parts are usually discarded. The glans, the urethra, and the nerve bundles are preserved as much as possible. The remaining scrotal skin, the penile skin, and possibly additional grafts are used to create the neo-vagina while preserving proper blood supply. Incisions are made to the abdominal muscle wall below the public bone and the neo-vagina is inverted and inserted through this. The back of the neo-vagina will rest in the new thin cavity near the colon. The urethra is shortened and also relocated through the abdominal wall. The glans and associated nerve bundles are fashioned into the clitoris and placed through the wall. Finally, the remaining skin around the vagina, clitoris, and urethral opening are brought together to create the labia.
      In a two-step procedure the labia may not be created at the time of SRS. Instead several months are allowed to pass while the surgery site heals. A short outpatient procedure is then performed to bring the folds of skin over the clitoris and urethra ("hooding the clitoris").
      A variation of this technique, sigmoid colon resection, is to use part of the colon as part of the neovaginal wall. This creates a custom "depth" but some people report problems with the durability of colon tissue used in the neo-vagina as well as constant moisture secretions from the same tissue.
      Aftercare requires diligent cleanliness (daily washing and periodic douching), dilation with stents (to enlargen and maintain the neo-vagina cavity), regular check-ups with an OBGYN. Pap smears are standard. Prostate examinations may still be required as the prostate has been untouched in the surgery and tends to develop cancer in later years. In short, it is a lifetime of proper maintenance for optimal results.
      While this is becoming a fairly routine surgery, complications are common and range from minor cosmetic issues to necrosis to loss of feeling to extensive bleeding and death. One of the more serious problems is a rectal-vaginal fistula. This is when there is a breach of the rear of the neo-vagina into the colon allowing gas and feces to pass into the neo-vagina. Most complications can be solved with revisional surgery, though you may experience loss of depth or other cosmetic degradation. In general, however, the surgery is considered safe for healthy individuals who are mindful of their physical health.
      The number of people who have encountered complications from SRS is significant and they have been all ages, all ethnic backgrounds, and have gone to different doctors around the world. It would seem the best thing you can do is to be sure you have a doctor in your home area that is familiar with treating transgender patients and/or is an experienced physician. That way when the complications occur you have someone you can speak to and corrections can be performed immediately instead of allowing to fester.
      Individuals who have completed SRS will not get pregnant however they are still completely susceptible to all the nasty venereal diseases and vaginal infections. Proper precautions should be taken with having intercourse and, as said before, regular cleansing is essential.

If you would like to read my personal experiences with SRS (vaginoplasty, labiaplasty) please visit the SRS Special Section.





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